New Path of Life

So, here we are one year after the very latest post, which is about my movie class final assignment. I miss that class by the way.

One thing that I also miss about school and college is that I have to write. regularly. The writing, which mostly just a mumbling, is the very genuine expression of me that trigger creativity and analytical thinking. It also can become a memory path for me to remember that I was silly and stupid those days, that's why I wrote such weird stuff in a weird way :D LOL

But now I am so excited about my new path of life. To become an instructor in an airline company has never been my dream actually, but here I am, surrounded by the most beautiful and handsome Flight Attendants in the country. I'm teaching them English, so here, I am known as an English instructor. The rules is you should not speak Bahasa Indonesia with me here, but actually my writing is better that the speaking. Even in Bahasa Indonesia, I'm having some issues speaking assertively, in English for technical lesson stuff I'm good, but for chit-chating? hmm..

Now, I haven't seen clearly where this path is going to take me? Will I become an instructor forever, can I get the promotion to be the training expert, or will I move to other division? Well anyway, what I need to worry for this following year is that Can I pass the evaluation and become the permanent employee of this company :D

Let's see....




" We're all susceptible to it, the dread and axiety of not knowing what's coming. It's pointless in the end because all the worrying and the making plans for things that could or could not happen, it only makes things worse. So walk your dog or take a nap. Just whatever you do, stop worrying. Because the only cure to paranoia is to be here, just as you are." - Meredith Grey